too sad today!

i wanna cry without stopping..... dunno why !_!.... thank to mom for everything i have; physical appreance (although i am not a beautiful one), academic knowledge ( she encourage me in everyway), sait htar kg kg htar tat ag, a ku thou ma loat ag,.... Love u mom.. i don't know why i couldn't study. i know that i came here to study. but i couldn't study.. i always want to run away from here. it is so werid here. ..........................................................................

今天天气很好。我好想你喔 ！！！！

今天天气很好。我好想你喔 !

Mom... i will not procrastinate anymore...

Don’t worry mom!
I will do my best. I will never never never never never never never never give up. I will also try not to procrastinate. I know that it is my worst habit and also pull me down !_!...Mom. I love you. !!!!!

Cry cry cry…… till u die or relieve

I miss home so much today. I don’t know why!!!!!!!!!!!! (yin htae mhar a yan ko wan nae tal )…I wanna cry, but I can’t. why????????? Why life is difficult like this??? I am starting to hate myself. Cry cry cry…… till u die or relieve////////////

What is your Ideal V day would b?

i had been asked that Q from one of my best frds. i haven't think about that b4. hummm..... my Ideal V day would be sitting by lake or somthing like that with my bf. but something came up to my mind ; how about going to restaurant, play ground, or doing something active. actually, i don't want to do anything els when i am with him. I might want to go to eat, but the ideal moment would be sitting with him peacefully. Cos, if i am eating, i would only think about food. If i am playing i would concentrate to win. on the other hand, i might not enjoy doing those stuff when he is around. In fact, i failed to appreciate ppl and things around me. therefore, i want to appreciate all ppl and things around me as much as i could.
humm.. i know this is a weird post... i might change my idea, when i really have him. LOL..

i am celebrating 2008 Lunar New Year with Tibetan.

i am now at LINDSLEY HOUSE, with Dhadon and others; Drukdak, Dolkar, Thuptan, Jungey, Nawang, Nudup, Dikshy, Karbindra, and Eric. Nangkyi cooks for all of us. She is not here right now. Ofcos, she already left with Tenzin Namgyal (her bf ;P). i am listening Seven's Come Back to Me 2, and also writing this blog. Drukdak, Dolkar, Dhadon, and Thuptan are sitting in that order and playing cards. It is 12:30 now. We do are really having a great time. Although i do not want to come that much at first, i really like atmosphere here now. i am so lucky to be here. ahh... Nudup is singing KTV and Nawang is helping Dlokar with playing cards. yah........ we are enjoying the time. .....
ahhh.... i forget to tell about our games. We played Dumb Charade. i have to act for Sex and the City. At first, i tried to walk in sexy way, but they all think i am acting for cute or beautiful. So, at last i have to dance with Dhadon in sexy way. .. LOL... At that moment, Dikshya got the answer. i know that although i tried to be sexy, my acting is just funny. Anyway, we got the answer. yayyyyyyyyy................. ahh. i also asked Thuptan to send me some songs.... Today, i feel Dolkar and Thuptan are really matched couple, and also Nangkyi and Nymgyal. i wish they all will over come all the difficulties and live together till they get older and older.


Happy New Year and May all of your wishes come true (Also mine)

what should i do? what is more important for life? i dunno !_! wanna cry now, i haven't know that life is difficult like this. sometimes i feel like i reach my limit and can't stand anymore. yah... i also fell the same now..........

really sad today !_!

Today, I met with Sakuya on the way back from lunch. We talked about movies and at last we talked about Meteor Garden, a movie which has both Taiwanese and Japanese versions. She thinks Taiwanese actors are neither handsome nor cute as much as Japanese actors. But for me, Taiwanese actors are much cuter than Japanese actors. So, we argue about that. Both of us were laughing at that time, although we were arguing. But I do feel strange; coz Japanese actors are not cute at all for me. I am sure that Sakuya feels odd. To finish the argument, I told Sakuya that I would show her another Taiwanese movie which also have Japanese version. This time, I am pretty sure that she has to admit that Taiwanese actors are cuter. Actually, i don't know why i argue with Sakuya, although we argue just for fun. Though i really wants her to know that Taiwanese actors are cuter. May b i am too bore during short term so that i try to argue with anyone i meet. =P ….btw, that movie is Hana-Kimi…..