Cry cry cry…… till u die or relieve

I miss home so much today. I don’t know why!!!!!!!!!!!! (yin htae mhar a yan ko wan nae tal )…I wanna cry, but I can’t. why????????? Why life is difficult like this??? I am starting to hate myself. Cry cry cry…… till u die or relieve////////////

What is your Ideal V day would b?

i had been asked that Q from one of my best frds. i haven't think about that b4. hummm..... my Ideal V day would be sitting by lake or somthing like that with my bf. but something came up to my mind ; how about going to restaurant, play ground, or doing something active. actually, i don't want to do anything els when i am with him. I might want to go to eat, but the ideal moment would be sitting with him peacefully. Cos, if i am eating, i would only think about food. If i am playing i would concentrate to win. on the other hand, i might not enjoy doing those stuff when he is around. In fact, i failed to appreciate ppl and things around me. therefore, i want to appreciate all ppl and things around me as much as i could.
humm.. i know this is a weird post... i might change my idea, when i really have him. LOL..

i am celebrating 2008 Lunar New Year with Tibetan.

i am now at LINDSLEY HOUSE, with Dhadon and others; Drukdak, Dolkar, Thuptan, Jungey, Nawang, Nudup, Dikshy, Karbindra, and Eric. Nangkyi cooks for all of us. She is not here right now. Ofcos, she already left with Tenzin Namgyal (her bf ;P). i am listening Seven's Come Back to Me 2, and also writing this blog. Drukdak, Dolkar, Dhadon, and Thuptan are sitting in that order and playing cards. It is 12:30 now. We do are really having a great time. Although i do not want to come that much at first, i really like atmosphere here now. i am so lucky to be here. ahh... Nudup is singing KTV and Nawang is helping Dlokar with playing cards. yah........ we are enjoying the time. .....
ahhh.... i forget to tell about our games. We played Dumb Charade. i have to act for Sex and the City. At first, i tried to walk in sexy way, but they all think i am acting for cute or beautiful. So, at last i have to dance with Dhadon in sexy way. .. LOL... At that moment, Dikshya got the answer. i know that although i tried to be sexy, my acting is just funny. Anyway, we got the answer. yayyyyyyyyy................. ahh. i also asked Thuptan to send me some songs.... Today, i feel Dolkar and Thuptan are really matched couple, and also Nangkyi and Nymgyal. i wish they all will over come all the difficulties and live together till they get older and older.


Happy New Year and May all of your wishes come true (Also mine)